思念如茶


思念如茶

作者: 毛毛爸


大学是在家门口上的,那时嫌爸爸妈妈管的多,一心想离家。周六下午没课,晚上在家吃一餐丰盛的饭,补补在食堂刮掉的油水,就回学校看书。爸爸妈妈是想留我的,但都不开口。带上一罐菜,回到空空的寝室,静静的看书听收音机,觉得自由真好。


结果第一次离家就到了万里之遥的加国,门前的小街间或有车开过,剩下的便只有水洒在草地上的声音。我却怀念起喧哗的人声、妈妈的唠叨,无可救药地想家了。写信吧,为了让爸妈安心,更多的是为缓解自己的乡愁。当时觉得陆游的这首<渔家傲>特别对心思,就抄写寄回家:


东望山阴何处是,往来一万三千里。写得家书空满纸,流清泪,书回已是明年事。


寄语红桥桥下水,扁舟何日寻兄弟。行遍天涯真老矣,愁无寐,鬓丝几缕茶烟里。


六年后回国,再见到外公外婆和爸爸妈妈。无意中在爸爸的书桌抽屉里发现我信上陆游的词被剪了下来,贴在本子上。我读了一遍又一遍,直到眼睛模糊、胸口堵塞:少年游子的感情发泄,不知让爸妈熬过几个不眠之夜、头上增添几茎白发,怪不得妈妈这几天常说的就是“后悔当初叫你出国”。


选择了在这里定居,对渐渐老去的父母长辈自是有不能日常照应的亏欠,更不能将说不清道不明的乡思情愁加在他们的心上了。从此以后,无论是电话还是写信,都一律报喜不报忧。每每月圆想家的时候,就泡上故乡的香茶,一个人品味思念好了。

 

 

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6 Responses to 思念如茶

  1. Virginiagirl says:

    从小就在父母身边长大,大学就去了离家很远的西安,希望感受自由。成家后随着爱人来了美国,每逢节日生日之类的就会很想家。尤其是遇到挫折的时候会想这么远离家人朋友,不知道是为什么。不过继续选择了这条路就要坚持走下去,我想不管在哪里都会有挑战挫折的。看着你的思念如茶,还真是想家哦,吼吼!

  2. 上海小女人 says:

    年轻时想出来看世界,出来后有了家就难再回国了。对不起养育我的母亲,没办法陪伴她。

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    寄语红桥桥下水,扁舟何日寻兄弟。

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